Girls’ Generation member Yuri revealed her true feelings about celebrity life on the Olive TV “Maps” show to actress Choi Kang Hee.

“I’m usually the shy type but I stayed close to you when I was scared,” commented Choi Kang Hee posted Monday to the Korean news website Nate.

Yuri replied back to Choi Kang Hee that she was thankful that she was there with her.

“I was scared to but I was thankful that Choi Kang Hee linked her arm with mine,” commented Yuri. “I was a glad to know that I was not the only one that was scared.”

Yuri then revealed that she felt that her personality did not match the celebrity lifestyle and that she went through many hardships throughout her career.

Choi opened up to Yuri and explained that she felt that way for the past 20 years and that now she is slowly able to find the joy in learning more about herself through this line of work.