"Fast & the Furious" star Michelle Rodriguez apparently unraveled after Paul Walker's death which would explain her decision to date Cara Delevingne and Zac Efron last year.

In a revealing interview with Entertainment Weekly, she described Paul Walker, who died in a car crash at age 40, as the "deepest guy I know."

"I actually went on a bit of a binge. I went crazy a little bit ... I went pretty crazy. A lot of the stuff I did last year I would never do had I been in my right mind," she said.

Michelle Rodriguez was referring to her phases when she was dating British supermodel Cara Delevingne and "Neighbors" star Zac Efron.

"I was pushing myself to feel," she said. "I felt like nothing I could do could make me feel alive, so I just kept pushing myself harder and harder. I was traveling and I was having sex. And I was just trying to ignore everything that I was feeling."

Cara Delevigne's ex added, "I could see Paul once every two years and just know there was another human on the planet who's deep like me, who loves like that."

She said about Paul Walker's death, "When that disappears, you wonder, 'Wait a minute, what do I hold on to?' There was nothing to tether me to this existence: 'Why am I f-ing here? And, like, why'd you leave without me?'"

However, it's a good thing that Cara Delevingne's ex Michelle Rodriguez has found her compass earlier this year and that's why she traveled a lot more in an effort to heal.

"I just woke up [one morning] with a profound respect for living. I stood tall one day and I said, 'You know what, Michelle? Stop f-ing hiding. Go manifest.' And all of a sudden, I picked myself up and started hustling," the "Fast & the Furious" star added.