VIXX's N made a short remark earlier this month about a "hard time." Although what he had been thinking about was vague, much has been said in the short speech. N addressed several subjects in a newly-published open letter to his fans, including how he decided to provide their army haircuts to his bandmates once it was time for them all to join the army.

In another portion of his open letter, N started to open up on how he missed his family and why he is better off being in the army than he has been as a trainee. 

"Currently, I have always been sleep-deprived because I have been incapable of having visitors or even not allowed to leave the base for the previous two months. I really miss my whole family every time I think about them. Yet I will assure you that being here in the military is a lot better now than I've ever been a trainee," he said.

"Thinking back, I don't think that I wasted any time in particular. I assume this is all part of growing up as a man," he added.

Though his trainee experience is actually very difficult, discovering what N thinks all about his current state in the army is way better than when his life a trainee, left all of his fans shocked. 

N made a point of saying after his shocking revelation that he will always strive to do his best just so he can confidently focus on his time in the service before urging supporters to keep supporting his bandmate Ravi in his future activities.

"I have just a couple months left on from my army service. I'll continue doing my hardest here, and I won't be disappointed and ashamed but rather be proud and thankful later in life if I take a glance back to this time," N stated. 

"At last, I wish that with his latest track out, you guys help Ravi, who has been on TV a lot. And just have fun re-watching my childhood times' footages. I hope all will remain safe. I am going to write back soon. 4/28/2020 Cha Hak Yeon," he went on.

Cha Hak-Yeon, prominently known as N, is a rapper, performer, producer, and talk show host signed under Jellyfish Entertainment. 
Debuting as a part of the South Korean boy band VIXX in May 2012, he actually started his career as an actor as Noah in 2014 at MBC's romantic-melodrama "Hotel King." Ever since then, he starred in "The Family is Coming" (2015), "Cheer Up!" (2015) and "Boy Tomorrow" (2016). 

N also spent his career as a radio talk show host on SBS Power FM in May 2015 with his program VIXX N K-pop. 

N's family was located in Changwon, South Korea, and comprises of himself, his mother and father, an elder brother and two older sisters. He studied at Howon University and lived in Japan for one year. Prior to his breakthrough with VIXX, N actively participated in a musical, titled "Gwanghwamun Love Song," and also joined dance competitions.

He had considerable experience in dancing, specialized in hip-hop, ballet, jazz, and modern dance. He competed and won many contests organized by major entertainment companies, including SM, YG, and JYP, in 2009. At the Korean Youth Dance Festival, his blindfold performance, which he personally choreographed, received the major prize.