Months after the wedding, Nick Carter and Lauren Kitt’s wedding photos are still gaining hits online with the premiere of the reality TV show “I Heart Nick Carter” launched September 10 this month at 10pm. In promoting the said show, the couple entertained several interviews and thus revealing details of their married life.

Interviews from Wet Paint and Online Athens revealed that it is Lauren Kitt’s first time to be on the limelight and thus the fitness trainer finds it a very hard decision at first, considering that her private life including her family and friend’s life will be exposed.

“Yes, I definitely was scared. I am private and I have a very small close-knit group of family and friends. I call them my tribe. I’m very sensitive and protective over them and so my worst fear was becoming vulnerable and exposing any of my family and friends to what I’ve experienced. I can take it and I chose to be with Nick and I chose this life and I can handle what is said about me and the attacks and threats. But when it comes to my family and friends, that’s what I was more fearful of because I didn’t want to expose them to that hatred because that’s what I’m getting.”

Further, the 31-year old technician specialist shared that it is never easy being a former Backstreetboys girlfriend as she has received several death threats and cyber bullying online. But somehow, she is thankful that the threats have died down now that they are finally married.

“I see some people attacking other fans and doing the same thing to them and it’s so strange to me because I don’t understand it. I don’t understand how other women and girls downgrade and attack other girls because we should be supportive of one another and help and uplift one another. Never ever, I really think that’s one of the worst things to do is to bring another woman down.” She told Online Athens.

Nick Carter is to be remembered having a reality TV show, “House of Carters” in 2006. The show, however, did not turn out a success as some of the episodes portrays Nick’s dark times. Kitt, however is optimistic that the new “I Heart Carter” would boost the his 38-year old husband’s career.

“I never watched his show, only because he and everyone else around told me that it was a really sad show and a very dark time for him. That was a really big concern of mine: What would make this different, this time around? You see so many couples do reality TV shows and they don’t always turn out well. But it’s a completely different time in his life with different characters.” Fitness trainer Kitt told Wetpaint.