Chris Brown vented out on Instagram recently, said a report from Mirror UK. Fans of the 26-year-old singer reportedly got alarmed after he talked about suicide and heartbreak in his recent posts.

"When [you're] tired of the f**king devil ruining your life and [you] hear God speak for the first time," Chris Brown wrote alongside an Instagram photo from a concert performance.

"No one knows what I deal with on a day to day."

"The average man wouldn't hesitate to blow his f**king brains out but that's the cowards (sic) way out," he shared.

The Grammy winner has been embroiled in numerous controversies surrounding his relationships with ex-girlfriends Rihanna and Karrueche Tran, his substance abuse and anger management issues, feuds with other rappers and run-ins with the law.

Just recently, the troubled R&B star has been trying to fix his life after discovering that he has a one-year-old child named Royalty. However, some have been sceptical if Chris Brown truly can clean up his life.

"Most won't understand the genius and beauty in change and learning and the people who have devilish intentions will win in the short term," Chris Brown said in an Instagram post.

"My soul will always be pure of heart. What's on the surface always looks like one big party but inside there is a little boy looking for help and guidance."

"People say 'be a man'. Yeah, that's right but it doesn't take away any pain you really go through," he pointed out.

Chris Brown ended the Instagram post by saying that he is done with people who have caused him of nothing but trouble.

"I just wanna stay out the way and do music. Most importantly [be a] great father. I don't have any more patience for anything that will cause me to self destruct!" he wrote.

E!Online reported how Chris Brown uploaded another emotional Instagram post on Wednesday. The hitmaker seemed to hint about the ordeals that he has gone through.

"These last couple [of] months I've been the realest," he said.

"I got a wake up call, got my heart broken, got my s**t together, lost the person I thought would be in my life for long time."

"[I] went from being friends with everybody to only f**king with a few and staying low key. I learned [nobody is] really down for you like you think," Chris Brown said on Instagram.