There is no doubt that the once normal simple life of Kendra Sunderland is now different following her viral library video scandal.

For the first time following her arrest, the 19-year-old former Oregon State University student speaks out and shared her story.

According to Daily News, Sunderland claimed that it was always her dream to pose for Playboy and her stint in MyFreeCams was just a stepping-stone in fulfilling her life long dream.

"When I first started working for MyFreeCams, I was hoping that it would open to modeling and doing magazines and shoots like that," she revealed. "I knew that eventually everyone would see everything about me and see me naked. I just didn't think that would happen so fast and have my actual name on it."

"I'm not like most other girls that are insecure with their bodies or don't want to show off," she said. "I've always been the type of girl who's not afraid to show off, so I didn't feel weird about it.

She once wanted to become a counselor and she took up few classes in human development while studying at Oregon State University, but eventually she dropped out and decided to work in a 9-to-5 job.

However, that did not work for her as well.

"I didn't want to work in an office all the time," she admitted.

She tried applying for waitressing jobs but unfortunately she did not get any calls from the restaurants she applied for.

Thus, she decided to try out MyFreeCams, a website popularly known for girls stripping and chatting with online users who pay in real time.

Reportedly, she earned $150 from her first show in October.

"Working a minimum wage job, there's people that are just mean to you when they're having a crappy day," she said in an interview. "On MyFreeCams, (users) had nothing but nice things to say. And I made way more than I would working any other job."

She was doing great in her newfound job, earning big amount of money. However, one user once told her she'd earn more if she took her video shows to a public place.

Thus, in October she decided to chat with a MyFreeCams user in the library of Oregon State University, where her infamous video was shot.

Reportedly Kendra Sunderland earned a whopping $700 that night.

Weeks following her controversial library video scandal she decided to dropped out of school to pursue with her MyFreeCams career, which she did five times week.

While, she was earning pretty well, she decided to stop doing public shows.

"After that, I just thought about the consequences and what could've happened," she admitted. "It definitely made me not want to go back."